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I WOKE UP TODAY NOT FORGETTING AS USUAL AS I HAVE FOR THE PAST MONTH EACH MORNING THAT TOMMY HAD DIED BUT WONDERING WHAT IN THE WORLD .........
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AM I GOING TO DO WITH THE REST OF MY LIFE ? I HAD REVOLVED MY WHOLE LIFE AROUND TOMMY. I QUIT MY JOB TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH HIM. EVERYTHING FOR ME REVOLVED AROUND HIM AND THE RANCH.
I'M VERY CONFIDENT AND KNOW MYSELF BUT EVEN SO HERE I AM AGAIN BLANK WITH NO DIRECTION............ FEELING LIKE TOM HANKS AT THE END OF THE MOVIE CASTAWAY AS IT ENDED WITH HIM AT THE 4 WAY STOP ASKING THE RED HEAD WHICH WAY WOULD EACH DIRECTION TAKE HIM TO.
I HAVE BEEN THROUGH THE GRIEVING PROCESS FOR THE PAST 9 YRS OVER MY HUSBAND AND MY 4 YR OLD GRANDSON. I KNOW THE GRIEVING PROCESS AND I HAVE NO QUESTIONS OR UNCERTAINTY ABOUT ANY OF THAT PROCESS BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT IT TAKES AND WHAT TO EXPECT TO OVER COME ALL THAT I FACE WITH THIS PROCESS IN THE MOMENTS , DAYS , WEEKS , MONTHS AND EVEN YEARS AHEAD .
I FOUND THIS ON A FRIENDS MYSPACE PAGE AND THOUGHT IT SURE FIT ME.
" NEVER WASTE YOU TIME AND ENERGY WISHING YOU WERE SOMEWHERE ELSE
DOING SOMETHING ELSE. ACCEPT YOUR SITUATION AND REALIZE YOU ARE WHERE
YOU ARE, DOING WHAT YOU ARE DOING, FOR A VERY SPECIFIC REASON.
REALIZE THAT NOTHING IS BY CHANCE. THAT YOU HAVE CERTAIN LESSONS TO
LEARN AND THAT THE SITUATION YOU ARE IN HAS BEEN GIVEN TO YOU TO ENABLE
YOU TO LEARN THOSE LESSONS AS QUICKLY AS POSSIBLE, SO THAT YOU CAN MOVE
ONWARD AND UPWARD ALONG THIS SPIRITUAL PATH. "
IT'S TIME FOR ME TO OPEN MY THRID EYE AND SEE WHAT IS THERE INSIDE OF ME WAITING TO FLOW UP, OUT AND FORWARD.
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I am so sorry Judy. I can feel your pain, May God bless and be with you. Hugs, Helen
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ReplyDeleteI can feel your sadness Judy but I can also feel that strong confident woman that you are. You will find the way, take the right path, do your grieving, take your time and then embrace life once again. We are all here for you, God bless.
ReplyDeleteJudy, I found your journal through Carlene. I wish there were words that could ease your heartbreak. But as you know there are not. We can only pray for you and hold you in our thoughts.
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Melissa
I am sorry for the lateness, but I am coming to you through Jeannette. So sorry about the loss of your Tommy. He sounds like a great man, and may he rest in peace. I will add you to my prayers. (((((hugs))))
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