Monday, November 23, 2009

SIX THINGS WE CAN LEARN FROM THE PILGRIMS

A Thanksgiving Message from Billy Graham

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It is appropriate at this season that we honor "a few stout and earnest" Englishmen—the Pilgrims—who left their native land in search of freedom to worship God.

The Mayflower's voyage to the new world was a "survival test" on a huge scale. The passengers had sold their possessions and had to work for years to pay for their passage. The ship had no heat or plumbing. Storms raged, and a main beam cracked in mid-ocean.

But after more than two months on the Atlantic Ocean, this band of 102 people arrived before Christmas, 1620. William Bradford wrote in his journal, "Being thus arrived at a good harbor, and brought safely to land, they fell on their knees and blessed the God of heaven who had brought them over the vast and furious ocean and delivered them from all the perils and miseries thereof." What a celebration that must have been!

But just after Christmas a serious sickness broke out, and in the next three months nearly half the Pilgrims died. Hunger and illness stalked them, but they never wavered in their purpose.

Today, if these Pilgrims could observe our troubled world with its disillusioned outlook, its rebelliousness and its erosion of traditional values, they would be not only dismayed but also shocked. However, since their time, certain things have not changed. There is still lust, greed, hatred and prejudice in the human heart. There is still persecution and war in the world.

With all of the world's churches and universities, we would do well to go back to the church and the school of early Plymouth to see what those pioneers can teach us.

(1.) Be Strong in Your Faith
First, the Pilgrims have left us an example of their deep, unwavering religious convictions. What were these convictions? They believed in Christ and in His Kingdom. They found fulfillment in Him. They had purpose in their lives. They had encountered the living Christ and they knew it. They feared neither monarch nor people, only God.

Because they belonged to God, they had a deep faith and confidence in themselves. They believed in their own dignity, were confident that their cause was just, and walked with an uprightness that only fearless and free people can display.

In our day agnosticism, anxiety, emptiness, meaninglessness, have gripped much of our world—and even the Church. People are broad but shallow. Our youth are desperately searching for purpose and meaning and fulfillment in their lives.

By contrast, these Pilgrim forebears stand as shining examples of people who were narrow but deep, certain of what they believed, unswerving in their loyalty, and passionately dedicated to God whom they trusted and for whom they willingly would have died. I sincerely believe that a return to biblical faith and conviction would have a great impact at this hour.

(2.) Practice Discipline
Second, the Pilgrims left us an example of disciplined living. They were Puritans who were ready to order everything—personal life, worship, the church, business affairs, political views, and even recreation—according to the commandments of God. The word "Puritan" itself in the contemporary mind identifies those who followed a strict and closely regulated life.

The ethic of self-mastery and spiritual discipline falls strangely on the ears of today's generation. What a contrast between the conduct of the Pilgrims and the permissiveness and hedonism of today!

(3.) Enjoy Freedom Under the Law
Third, the Pilgrims have left us the example of freedom under law. The Mayflower Compact forged before the Pilgrims left the ship was the wedge that opened the door to a government controlled by the people, a government that has endured in the United States for centuries. Most historians agree that the Mayflower Compact was the forerunner of the Constitution of the United States.

This little band of people searched for an equitable manner of earning a living and for a way of survival. They tried living a communal lifestyle, but, according to Governor Bradford: "This communal system conceived by Plato was found to breed much confusion." When communal living failed, they assigned a parcel of land to every family; with individual enterprise, prosperity came to the colony.

In some parts of the world rebellious young people live, enjoying what they call "absolute freedom." They are free to take narcotics, free to experiment with sex, free to go unwashed, free to dress as they please and do what they like.

They remind me of a man in a hospital who had to be fed through a tube. Having tired of the tube with its discomfort, the man tore the tube from his body and declared that he was free. Free? He was free only to die, because he had removed himself from his hope of life.

The freedom exercised by the Pilgrims didn't degenerate into license. Theirs was a liberty under law. The lawbreakers, malcontents, dissidents and criminals of our day would have been rejected by the Pilgrims. To them freedom under the law meant judgment for the lawless.

(4.) Care about Others
Fourth, the Pilgrims left us an example of a people who had keen social concern. They believed that every person was made in the image of God, that each one was of infinite value and worth in the sight of God. They lived with Native Americans who had a different religion, a different skin color and a different culture.

In March of 1621 Chief Samoset visited the Pilgrims' village and signed a peace treaty that lasted for many years. It was a treaty with high social and ethical content, showing a deep concern for the social, political and spiritual needs of neighbors.

Though the Pilgrims knew that they were citizens of another world, they sought to improve the world they were passing through. The Pilgrims made their new world better, not by tearing down the old, but by constructive toil and fair dealings with their neighbors.

(5.) Share Your Faith
Fifth, the Pilgrims were evangelists who set us an example in sharing their spiritual and material blessings with others. In the Mayflower Compact the Pilgrims committed themselves to the "advancement of the Christian faith."

The Pilgrims at Plymouth were followed by the Puritans at Massachusetts Bay. Together they built churches and schools. In 1636 Harvard College was founded to train men for the ministry. By 1663 the first Bible was printed (the Algonquin Bible) for the Native Americans in their own tongue.

These settlers came to the new world not only to find freedom for themselves but also to tell others of their faith.

(6.) Dream Great Dreams
For "where there is no vision, the people perish," says the Bible. The Pilgrims dreamed great dreams. They dreamed of a haven for themselves and for their children. They dreamed of religious freedom. They dreamed of a world where God would rule the hearts of men.

They lived and died with these hopes. The Pilgrims' strength of spirit was forged by a personal faith in Christ, by tough discipline and by regular habits of devotion.

Today it seems that many of us have neither vision nor hope. But if we so chose, we too could become like the Pilgrims. We could regain hope. We could recover the spiritual and the moral strength that we have lost.

But we would have to be willing to take up the same cross of Christ that they bore. We would have to put our faith in the same Christ that they did. We would have to make the same kind of lifetime commitments that they made. We would have to discipline ourselves as they did.

And, like the Pilgrims, we need to dream great dreams, embrace great principles, renew our hope, and above all, believe in the Christ who alone can give total meaning and an ultimate goal to our lives: "For in him we live, and move, and have our being."

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HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO ALL JOURNAL FREINDS

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THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND. HERE'S A SPECIAL THANKSGIVING SONG I PICKED OUT FOR EACH OF YOU. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO HEAR IT GO DOWN TO THE BOTTOM OF MY PAGE AND TURN OFF MY MUSIC PLAYER FIRST.


Monday, November 9, 2009

I LOVE YOU WERE OUR LAST WORDS

ONE YEAR AGO TODAY NOV. 9TH WAS THE 5TH DAY AFTER TOMMY'S ACCIDENT ON THE TRACTOR THAT TOOK HIS LIFE. IT WAS ON THIS DAY HE WAS ABLE TO LOOK ME IN THE EYES AND SAY THE LAST WORDS HE EVER SPOKE TO ME WHICH WERE " I LOVE YOU " MANY MANY TIMES IN A ROW

EACH TIME HE TOLD ME I TOLD HIM ..." I LOVE YOU TOO AND YOU WILL BE COMING HOME TO ME AS SOON AS WE GET YOU ALL FIXED UP." ALL HE KEPT DOING WAS LOOKING DEEP INTO MY EYES SAYING " I LOVE YOU " UNTIL THE VISIT WAS OVER AND I HAD TO LEAVE THE ICU ROOM.

THE NEXT DAY HE WAS NEVER CONSCIOUS OF WHAT WAS GOING ON AROUND HIM AND HE NEVER SPOKE ANOTHER WORD OR WAS ABLE TO RESPOND TO ANYONE AGAIN. AS THE DAY WENT ALONG AND NIGHT TIME FELL ON THE 10TH OF NOV. HE BECAME WORSE. THE DOCTORS WORKED ON HIM ALL NIGHT LONG.

AFTER THEY WORKED ON HIM ALL NIGHT LONG AT 5:30 AM THE NEXT MORNING ON THE 11TH OF NOV. THE DOCTORS TOLD US ALL TO COME IN AND TELL HIM GOODBYE HE WAS NOT GOING TO MAKE IT. AFTER THE PREACHER CAME IN PRAYED OVER HIM, WE ALL SAID GOODBYE, THANKED HIM FOR EVERYTHING HE HAD DONE IN HIS LIFE FOR EVERYONE AND TOLD HIM WE LOVED HIM THE DOCTORS REACHED UP AND TURNED OFF HIS MACHINES AND HE WENT TO HEAVEN VERY PEACEFULLY .

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THIS IS A PIC OF TOMMY I TOOK AT THE RANCH ONE WINTER DAY BY THE FIRE. THE PIC BY THE LAKE WAS TAKEN ONE DAY OUR NEIGHBORHOOD HAD A FISH FRY ON OUR LAKE AND TOMMY IS STANDING BY ELIZABETH ( MY DAUGHTER ). THIS WAS HIS LAST FISH FRY WHERE HE HAD LIVED FOR 50 YRS. AND I HAVE BEEN LIVING 28 YRS. THIS SPOT IS NOW WHERE ALL OF OUR NEIGHBORS DONATED MONEY AND HIS SON PUT A MEMORIAL OF TOMMY UP FOR EVERYONE TO ENJOY AT EVERY OUTDOOR FUCTION WE WILL EVER HAVE. THE LITTLE GIRL BY HERSELF IS HIS GRANDDAUGHTER WHO IS SHOWING OFF HER CHEERLEADING METAL SHE RECIEVED.






IT'S BEEN A YEAR OF HEALING AND A YEAR OF LEARNING TO ACCEPT SOMETHING I DIDN'T WANT TO ACCEPT BUT ON THE OTHER HAND IT'S BEEN A YEAR OF GREAT THINGS HAPPENING TO ME AS WELL. I CAN HONESLY SAY IT FEELS LIKE I SAW TOMMY NOT A YEAR AGO BUT LIKE I SAW HIM TODAY AND THAT IS A GREAT THING.


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I WISH TOMMY COULD TELL ME WHAT A YEAR IN HEAVEN HAS BEEN LIKE. BUT ONE DAY I TOO WILL KNOW WHEN I SEE HIM AGAIN.

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Wednesday, November 4, 2009

TODAY WAS THE 1 YR ANNIVERSARY

OF TOMMY'S FATAL TRACTOR ACCIDENT THAT I WITNESSED AFTER YESTERDAY BEING WHAT WOULD HAVE BEEN RONNIE'S (MY HUSBAND) 71ST BIRTHDAY IF HE HAD LIVED FROM THE FAMILY CAR ACCIDENT WE WERE IN.

I decided to make this the best day possible. I was a sub today so I let the busy work go that teachers leave for subs to give to the students and told them some real History about How Tommy got Martin Luther King to Memphis for the sanitation strike when Martin was killed here. All the people Tommy helped in his career as a labor leader and what a good time person Tommy and Ronnie both were in their lives as well as all the many people and their families they helped and changed their lives for the better. I then closed the door to the room and told them it's a free day, free for all and all for free let the good times roll. I'm declaring this Tommy and Ronnie Day. The music came on the rap started, the dancing even on top of the desk began. I never laughed so hard in my life at all the things these kids did in good clean class room fun in all the classes. I at the end of the day was Thanked by each student for the fun and declared the best sub in the world. I had a blast and think the Tommy and Ronnie day was a hugh success. Now here's mine and Tommy's song.









Taken on New Years Eve in the log cabin at the ranch

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ON A PLAY SNOW DAY AT THE RANCH

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RIDING HORSES AT THE RANCH TOGETHER

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A SPRING DAY ON THE RIVER

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WHEN BAD THINKS HAPPEN TO YOU IT'S FOR A REASON AND ONLY YOU CAN MAKE LEMONADE OUT OF LEMONS. TODAY WAS ONE OF THE DAYS I HAD SOME WONDERFUL LEMONADE OUT OF MY LEMONS FROM THE HELP OF ALL MY STUDENTS. FOR THAT I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF THEM. BEING WITH THEM EVERYDAY IS A WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE FOR ALL OF US AND SOMETHING I CHERISH AND LOVE VERY MUCH EVERY SINGLE DAY I AM IN THE CLASS ROOM WITH EACH OF THEM. IT HAS COME TO ME BY NO ACCIDENT AT THIS TIME IN MY LIFE. IT'S THE WORK OF THE LORD OPENING WINDOWS THAT I SO CLEARLY NEEDED WHEN IT WAS TIME TO CLOSED SOME WONDERFUL DOORS IN MY LIFE.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RONNIE

TODAY WOULD HAVE BEEN RONNIE'S 71ST BIRTHDAY. 30 YRS OF BEING TOGETHER WENT BY WHAT NOW SEEMS LIKE JUST IN THE FLASH OF A MOMENT. IT'S NOT WHAT YOU DO, WHAT YOU GET OR WHERE YOU GO IN THIS LIFE THAT MATTERS. WHEN YOUR TIME IS OVER TOGETHER IT'S THE TIME AND LOVE YOU SHARED TOGETHER THAT ONLY MATTERS.
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OUR LAST DANCE TOGETHER AT AN ELVIS CHRISTMAS PARTY

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AUTUMN IN DOLLY WOOD

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RONNIE GIVING ELIZABETH HER FIRST LONG STEM RED ROSES.

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TIMELESS LOVE AND ALWAYS LOVING YOU UNTIL IT'S MY TIME TO ONCE AGAIN BE WITH YOU. LOVE, YOUR PEARL

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Monday, November 2, 2009

THE DAY IN MY LIFE

OF BEING A SUBSTITUTE TEACHER. TODAY I HAD 11TH GRADE WORLD HISTORY CLASS IN A NEW SCHOOL I'VE NEVER BEEN TO. THE FIRST THING THAT WENT OUT OF THE USUAL WAS A STUDENT WENT TO SLEEP AT HIS DESK WHILE WE WERE WATCHING A MOVIE. ANOTHER STUDENT PUSHED HIS DESK ALL AROUND THE ROOM AND ENDED UP OPENING THE DOOR AND WAS GOING TO PUSH HIM OUT INTO THE HALL UNTIL I TALKED HIM OUT OF IT. I REALLY DIDN'T WANT THE TEACHERS AND STUDENTS FROM ANOTHER CLASS TO WITNESS THIS FUN.

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AFTER HE WAS PUSHED ALL AROUND THE ROOM HE WAS PLACED IN FRONT OF THE ROOM FACING THE CHALK BOARD AS CLOSE AS POSSIBLE. HE NEVER MOVED OR WOKE UP........HE SURE MUST OF HAD A FUN WEEKEND.

IN THE NEXT CLASS A STUDENT THREW A PAPER WAD

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THE NEXT THING THAT WENT THROUGH THE AIR WAS A
MARSHMALLOW

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NOW IT WAS REALLY GETTING FUNNY UNTIL THEY STARTED PUTTING
GERM-X ON THE MARSHMALLOWS

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SOMEONE'S PHONE STARTED MAGICALLY PLAYING MUSIC IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FOOD FIGHT

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NOW WE HAVE MUSIC, GERM FREE
MARSHMALLOWS FLYING THROUGH THE AIR AND AN ALL OUT FOOD FIGHT WITH STUDENTS LOOKING PRETTY MUCH LIKE THIS.


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AFTER I STOPPED LAUGHING AND GETTING SOME CONTROL BACK IN THE ATMOSPHERE I TOLD THE STUDENTS THEIR TEACHER WOULD BE BACK TOMORROW AND THEY SAID NOT TO WORRY THEY WERE GOING TO DO AWAY WITH HIM AND KEEP ME FULL TIME.

CAN'T WAIT TO SEE WHAT'S IN STORE FOR TOMORROW IN 11TH GRADE BIOLOGY AT A
DIFFERENT SCHOOL.

I'M JUST WONDERING WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WHEN THE HOLIDAYS LETS ALL MY SCHOOL GROUPS GO HOME AND I CAN'T SEE THEM EVERYDAY.


I WILL SURELY BE SAD WITHOUT MY LOVELIES TO ENTERTAIN ME AND FOR ME TO TEACH THEM LESSONS TO CARRY THEM THROUGH LIFE SUCH AS HOW TO KEEP A
MARSHMALLOW FROM GETTING THE SWINE FLU.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

FALL IN MY WORLD

I HAVEN'T WRITTEN IN MY JOURNAL SINCE JULY. I HAVE BEEN HEALING OVER THE LOSE OF TOMMY AND HAVE BEEN STARTING MY LIFE IN A NEW DIRECTION ON MY OWN ONCE AGAIN...... I MET A GUY DURING THE SUMMER AND HAD A SUMMER FLING. I DECIDED WE REALLY DIDN'T HAVE MUCH IN COMMON AND IT WAS JUST A REBOUND THANG...... I STOPPED SEEING HIM AND WAS ONCE AGAIN ON MY OWN FLYING BY THE SEAT OF MY PANTS...... A FEW MONTHS WENT BY AND AS I KEPT HOLDING THOUGHTS OF TOMMY IN MY MIND I STARTED TO BEGIN HEALING MORE OR SHOULD I SAY I STARTED EXCEPTING HIS PRESENCE NOT BEING HERE MORE AND MORE WHICH IS STILL A DAILY FRAME OF MIND IN PROGRESS.

MY BIRTHDAY CAME AND WENT. SCHOOL STARTED BACK. I STARTED BEING A SUBSTITUTE TEACHER. I HAVE HAD MANY GREAT........... SOME NOT SO GREAT MOMENTS. I'VE GOT THE HANG OF IT ALL NOW AND ALL I CAN SAY TO SUM IT ALL UP IS......TO LOVE WHAT YOU DO AND FEEL THAT IT MATTERS: HOW COULD ANYTHING BE MORE FUN ? I SUBSTITUTE TEACH KINDERGARDENERS- 12TH GRADERS. IT IS A BLAST AND EVERYDAY IS A DIFFERENT SCHOOL, DIFFERENT CLASS, DIFFERENT AGE WHICH SEEMS PERFECT TO ME.


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I LOVE WHAT I DO AND I FEEL THAT IT MATTERS WHICH MEANS I HAVE FUN EVERYDAY.


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TIME KEPT PASSING. I WAS ENJOYING BEING IN MY CLASS ROOMS AND THE DAYS STARTED GETTING COOLER LEAVES STARTED CHANGING ON THE TREES AND I STARTED FINDING MY LAUGHING PLACE MUCH EASIER ONCE AGAIN.

A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MIND SET ME UP ON A BLIND DATE WITH HER HUSBAND'S BOSS. WHO IS JUST ONE YR. OLDER THAN ME.


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IT WAS THE FIRST BLIND DATE I'VE EVER BEEN ON. I HAVE HEARD MANY HORROR STORIES. I FELT FROGGY ONCE AGAIN AND THOUGHT I WOULD GIVE IT A WHIRL.


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IT WAS A HOME RUN. WE HIT IT OFF PERFECTLY AND NOW I'M DATING BOBBY AND WE ARE HAVING LOTS OF FUN TOGETHER AND SOMETIMES WE HANG OUT TOGETHER WITH OUR MUTRAL FREINDS WHICH IS ALWAYS A GOOD TIME.


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IT'S NOW FALL TIME IN MY WORLD AND HERE ARE SOME PICS OF MY WORLD AT HOME DURING THESE BEATIFUL DAYS OF FALL.

THE RANCH IS BEAUTIFUL THIS TIME OF THE YEAR

THE RANCH IS SO BEAUTIFUL THIS TIME OF THE YEAR

STAYING COSY BY THE FIRE

THESE ARE THE MOST RECENT PICS BELOW IN THE SLIDESHOW THAT ELIZABETH ( MY DAUGHTER ) AND I TOOK THIS PAST WEEKEND OF OUR FALL DECORATIONS AT HOME AND OF ANNIE ( MY HORSE ) . ANNIE IS THE ONLY HORSE AND ANIMAL LEFT FROM THE RANCH. ALL THE REST HAS BEEN SOLD. I NOW KEEP ANNIE IN MY YARD AND MY WOODED LOT NEXT DOOR TO MY HOME THAT TOMMY FENCED IN FOR ME JUST A FEW WEEKS BEFORE HE WAS KILLED........ I HAVE ALSO LOST AROUND 50 LBS SINCE TOMMY DIED. I CALL IT THE DEATH DIET AND NO...... NOT ANYONE EVER WANTS TO BE ON THIS DIET. ALTHOUGH I DO FEEL MUCH BETTER THIS SMALLER SIZE AND PLAN NEVER TO GAIN IT BACK LIKE I HAVE SO MANY TIMES BEFORE. I AM A SIZE 3 BUT I FEEL GREAT AT THIS SIZE. THE REASON I LOST IT WAS JUST NOT GREAT BY ANY MEANS.




THIS ABOUT CATCHES UP MY JOURNAL UP TO THE PRESENT TIME.


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I HOPE YOU ALL ARE ENJOYING YOUR FALL DAYS AND WILL BE ENJOYING ALL THE THINGS THAT COMES WITH THE FALL AND THE MANY HOLIDAYS THAT ARE COMING OUR WAY. LOVE JUDY

Saturday, July 18, 2009

HORSE TRADING AND THINGS KEEP CHANGING

I HAVE TRADED WILDFIRE WHICH IS THE DARK COLT IN THIS PIC FOR THE NEW PAINT COLT WITH BLUE EYES. I'M GOING TO GIVE THE PAINT TO MY DAUGHTER WHO LIVES IN MS. I'M THEN GOING TO BRING ANNIE THE WELSH BROWN AND WHITE MOTHER IN THIS PIC BACK OVER TO MY HOUSE AND KEEP HER BECAUSE SHE IS TRAINED AND VERY VERY GENTLE.

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THIS IS A PIC OF THE PAINT I'M TRADING WILDFIRE FOR AND GIVING TO KISSY. I'M VERY EXCITED BECAUSE THE PAINT HORSES WERE MINE AND TOMMY'S FAVORITE ONES AND KISSY WILL BE VERY HAPPY WITH THE PAINT AS HE WILL BE A FULL GROWN HORSE INSTEAD OF A WELSH WHICH IS PART SHETLAND AND PART TN WALKER AND DOES NOT GET AS BIG. KISSY IS FIXING HER FENCES NOW AND GOING TO PICK UP HER PAINT COLT ON TUESDAY.

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ISN'T HE BEAUTIFUL WITH THOSE BABY BLUE EYES AND SUCH PRETTY MARKINGS. I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THEM TRAIN HIM AND PICK A NAME.

TOMMY'S KIDS ARE SELLING ALL THE HORSES NOW. EVERYTHING IS FALLING AT THE RANCH ONE BOARD AT A TIME AND NOW THE HORSES ARE GOING TOO. I HAVE MY MEMORIES AND PICS AND 2 HORSES. IT WAS AN AWESOME 9 YRS WITH TOMMY AND WE WERE AWESOME TOGETHER. AS EVERYTHING CHANGES SINCE TOMMY DIED I'VE GOT TO KEEP THE MEMORIES CLOSE AND EXCEPT
THE CHANGES WITH EASE. LIKE TOMMY TOLD ME WHEN HE FIXED MY PLACE FOR THE HORSES WITH THE FENCES AND WALKED THE HORSES OVER TO MY HOUSE " NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS I WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY OWN RANCH. " I DO AND I WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY MEMORIES AS I LOOK AT MY HORSES AND TAKE CARE OF THEM DAILY. NOW KISSY WILL HAVE HER HORSE WHICH SHE HAS ALWAYS WANTED TOO AND IT WILL BE OUR FAVORITE KIND. THANKS TOMMY I LOVE U MY HORSES AND OUR 9 YRS TOGETHER.
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HAPPY TRAILS TO YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN AND WE WILL WHEN MY TIME HERE IS OVER TOO. .

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

SUNSET SYMPHONY

PART OF OUR MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND. FUN AT THE END OF MEMPHIS IN MAY WTH THE SUNSET SYMPHONY., THREE DOG NIGHT. AIR SHOW AND FIRE WORKS . ELIZABETH AND I HAD A GREAT MEAL AT PEARL'S OYSTER HOUSE FIRST AND THEN ATTENDED THE SUNSET SYMPHONY IN TOM LEE PARK ON THE THE MIGHT MS RIVER.

Monday, May 18, 2009

IN THE CIRCLE OF LIFE

YOU SHOULD NEVER TAKE MORE THAN YOU GIVE.

TODAY I WATCH A MARE GIVE BIRTH TO A BABY COLT. IT WAS AWESOME. I DON'T HAVE TO TELL YOU A THING BECAUSE A PIC SPEAKS A THOUSAND WORDS. THIS IS A HORSE LOVE STORY IN THE CIRCLE OF LIFE.






TOMMY AND I USE TO SHARE THESE MOMENTS TOGETHER. I FELT LIKE HE KNEW WHAT I WAS DOING WHEN I HELPED THE MOTHER CLEAN HER BABY UP AND GET HER FREE FROM ALL THE AFTER BIRTH. THEN WATCHING WHAT TOOK PLACE NEXT. SO HERE'S MY ADVENTURE TODAY IN THE CIRLCE OF LIFE

TTHIS WAS AWESOME. I'VE BEEN WANTING TO SEE ONE BORN BUT NEVER GOT TO. ONCE TOMMY AND I HAD TO OPEN THE BAG AND TRY TO REVIVE A COLT BUT IT DIDN'T MAKE IT WHICH WAS VERY SAD. TOMMY USE TO SAY IN THE RANCHING WORLD YOU LOSE SOME AND YOU GAIN SOME...... THATS JUST HE WAY IT IS JUDY.

Friday, May 15, 2009

ROCK THE NIGHT AWAY !

I WENT TO THE 3RD PEABODY ROOF TOP PARTY OF THE SEASON OF 2009 FOR ME LAST NIGHT. THIS IS WHERE I MET SAMMY FOR THE FIRST TIME. NOT THIS NIGHT, BUT BEOFRE THIS.

I WAS CELEBRATING THE 10TH YR. FIGHT OF MY ESTATE WITH MY STEP SON BEING OVER ON THE 10TH YR ANNIVERSARY OF MY HUSBAND'S DEATH IN OUR HORRIFIC AUTO WRECK WHICH ALSO TOOK MY 4 YR OLD GRANDSON'S LIFE.

I WAS CELEBRATING THAT AS WELL AS COMING OUT OF 6 MONTHS OF A TERRIBLE 40 LB WEIGHT LOSS FROM GRIEVING OVER THE TRACTOR ACCIDENT I FOUND TOMMY IN AND THE 6 DAYS OF TRAUMA I WATCHED HIM GO THROUGH IN THE ICU UNIT AT THE MED AND IN THE END DIE.

I HAVE FOUND SOMEONE WHO I REALLY CARE ABOUT AND WHO CAN ROCK JUST LIKE ME. WE ARE LIKE TWO PEAS IN A POD IN MANY WAYS. MY ITALIAN STALLION IS HERE TO STAY WITH ME TO ROCK THE NIGHTS AWAY.

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WE CERTAINLY CELEBRATED LAST NIGHT AND HALF THE DAY TODAY. NOW I'M HEADED TO BED BECAUSE WE HAVE A HOT DATE TOMORROW NIGHT TO ROCK AT ALFRED'S ON BEALE AND PLAY IT AGAIN SAM.








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Wednesday, May 13, 2009

IT OVER , IT'S ALL OVER

THE 10TH ANNIVERSARY OF RONNIE'S DEATH (MY HUSBAND) AND JERRETT MY 4 YR OLD GRANDSON IS TOMORROW.

MY STEP SON STARTED FIGHTING ME IN 1999 WHEN MY HUSBAND TOOK HIS LAST BREATH. I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING 10 YRS. AFTER MY STEP SON STOPPED FIGHTING MY LAWYERS WOULD NOT RETURN ANY OF MY CALLS IN 8 YRS. I CAN'T TELL YOU HOW MANY TIMES I CALLED THEM EACH AND EVERY YEAR ALL YEAR LONG.

I CALLED MY LAWYER'S SECRETARY. I WENT OFF DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY AND FIRED THEM TO HER. I TOLD HER TO TELL THEM I WANTED A MEETING WITH THEM BOTH AT THE SAME TIME, NOW!! A STATEMENT OF WHAT I HAD PAID, WHAT THEY HAD DONE AND HOW MUCH I OWED THEM.

TODAY I GOT A CALL FROM ONE OF THE LAWYERS AND WAS TOLD MY CASE IS FINAL SINCE 2005. THEY NEVER TOLD ME. 4 YRS OF UNDUE STRESS FOR NOTHING. THANK GOD MY HOUSE IS IN MY NAME IT'S ALL OVER !

NOW ON THE ANNIVERSARY I'M GOING TO ROCK AND ROLL. THANK YOU GOD , THANK YOU RONNIE AND THANK MYSELF FOR HAVING THE BALLS TO STAND UP AFTER 10 YRS AND SAY ENOUGH IS ENOUGH AND BECAUSE YOU CRAZY ASS LAWYERS WILL NOT RESPOND TO ME IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FASHION I'M COMING TO TELL YOU EXACTLY WHAT I THINK.

THEN I WAS GOING TO WRITE THE BOARD OF ACCOUNTABILITY ON THEM. I WAS TOLD BY ANOTHER LAWYER THAT WOULD MAKE THEM JUMP OUT OF THIER 25TH FLOOR WINDOW FROM THE CLARK TOWER BUILDING IN MEMPHIS IF I DID THAT.

I WAS HEADED IN THAT EXACT DIRECTION. I TOLD THIER SECRETARY I WANTED THAT MEETING IMMEDIATELY AND NOT 10 YRS FROM NOW OR I WOULD BE SITTING IN THIER OFFICE UNTIL THEY SAW ME TOGETHER. YES INDEED I HAD HAD ENOUGH OF THE BULL.

AFTER THE MEETING I WAS ASKING FOR AND AFTER PICKING UP MY FILES THAT WAS EXACTLY WHAT I WAS GOING TO DO.

THEY MUST OF FELT IT COMING WITH THE MESSAGE I LEFT THIER SECRETARY SO THEY WENT DOWN TOWN AND LOOKED UP MY FILE. MY LAWYER CALLED TODAY AND SAID IT WAS OVER AND FINISHED IN 2005. NEVER EVEN A PHONE CALL TO LET ME KNOW.

AT THE VERY LEAST IT HAS BEEN THE MOST UNETHICAL THING I HAVE EVER HEARD OF IN MY LIFE.

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HE'S DANCING LIKE THIS IN HEAVEN AND I'M DANCING LIKE THIS ON EARTH WHICH MEANS WE ARE STILL DANCING TOGETHER LIKE WE ALWAYS DID. OH HAPPY DAY !!!!

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IT TOOK ME 10 YRS BUT I WON!!!!!!!!!! I GOT MY MONEY, MY HOUSE, MY SANITY AND MY CHILDREN WILL GET THIER INHERITANCE.tMY PRETTY RONNIE I FINALLY FINISHED YOUR FINAL WISHES. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN KEEP A PLACE FOR ME BESIDE YOU IN HEAVEN. I STILL HAVE MOUNTAINS TO CLIMB BUT I'M HEADED IN YOUR DIRECTION.
I LOVE YOU UNTIL ETERNITY , YOUR PEARL

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IT SURE DOESN'T FEEL LIKE I SAW YOU 10 LONG YRS AGO FOR THE LAST TIME. IT FEELS LIKE I JUST SAW YOU YESTERDAY AND THAT'S A GREAT THING. A MIGHTY GREAT THING INDEED!

"IT'S TIMELESS LOVE" LIKE WHAT YOU INSCRIBED ON MY GRANDFATHER CLOCK AND WITH EACH TICK OF THAT CLOCK MY LOVE FOR YOU GROWS DEEPER AND DEEPER.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

52 pieces of me -week 11

WEEK 12 IS ABOUT THE ROSES THAT TOMMY PLANTED LAST MOTHERS DAY FOR ME AND HOW MUCH THEY HAVE GROWN AND BLOOMED IN JUST ONE YEAR. THESE ARE CALLED DOUBLE KNOCKOUT ROSES. IT'S A NEW VARITY THAT IS VERY HARDY AND THEY BLOOM FROM SPRING UNTIL FREEZING CONSTANTLY. HE PLANTED THEM IN FRONT OF HIS HOUSE AND THEN CUT DOWN TWO BIG TREES IN THE MIDDLE OF MY YARD AND PLANTED ALL THESE ROSES IN THOSE BEDS AND IN THE BEDS NEXT TO MY HOUSE AS WELL AS IN MY BACK YARD.


52 pieces of me ..... WEEK 10

I HAVE BEEN GETTING BEHIND ON MY PROJECT OF 52 PIECES OF ME EACH WEEK. I'VE BEEN GETTING THE PICS AND GOING HERE THERE AND EVERYWHERE. I THOUGHT I SHOULD SLOW DOWN AND SHOW SOME PIECES OF ME BEFORE ALL OF YOU THINK I'VE GIVEN UP AND THERE ARE NO MORE PIECES LEFT. SOME OF MY PIECES ARE STILL HEART BROKEN BUT I AM STAYING BUSY HAVING AS MUCH FUN AS I CAN PACK INTO MY DAYS AND NIGHTS.

I'M STILL KICKING SO THERE WILL ALWAYS BE PIECES AS LONG AS I DON'T KICK THE BUCKET.

THIS 10TH WEEK IS ABOUT THE NEW ADDITION TO THE RANCH BORN YESTERDAY.

THERE'S A NEW PAINT COLT BORN YESTERDAY ( TOMMY'S FAVORITE HORSE WERE THE PAINTS.)


Saturday, April 18, 2009

SPRING CLEANUP AND FISH FRY

THESE ARE THE PICS TAKEN TODAY AT OUR FIRST CLEANUP FISH FRY AT THE MEMORIAL SIGHT FOR TOMMY. FUN WAS HAD BY ALL. THERE WILL BE ANOTHER NEXT MONTH. EVEN BIGGER WITH MORE ACTIVITIES.


THIS IS A PIC OF ELIZABETH AND TOMMY AT OUR LAST FALL FISH FRY JUST BEFORE HIS TRACTOR ACCIDENT LAST NOV.


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TODAY IS OUR SPRING CLEANUP DAY AT CORO LAKE WHERE I HAVE LIVED 27 YRS. . AFTER THE CLEAN UP WE ALL END THE DAY WITH OUR ANNUAL FRESH FISH FRY.
WE ALL BRING A DISH, VISIT, PLAY GAMES, FISH, BOAT RIDE AND JUST ENJOY EACH OTHERS COMPANY AND SHARE THANKS FOR LIVING IN SUCH A BEAUTIFUL AND LOVING COMMUNITY.


THIS IS WHERE WE ALL DONATED MONEY WHO LIVE IN THIS COMMUNITY AND PUT TOMMY'S MEMORIAL.


THIS IS A SLIDE SHOW OF THE SPOT WHERE IT IS LOCATED. I HAVEN'T BEEN THERE SINCE THIS WAS ALL PLANTED. I'M SURE THINGS HAVE GROWN AND ARE VERY GREEN BY NOW. I WILL POST PICS OF THE EVENT LATER. I'VE GOT TO SUCK IT UP AND BE HAPPY LIKE WE ALWAYS WERE WHEN WE WERE THERE TOGETHER. I THINK I SHOULD WEAR BIG DARK GLASSES SO THEY CAN'T SEE THE PAIN IN MY EYES.


Monday, April 13, 2009

CORNERSTONE EASTER SERVICE

THIS WAS MY AWESOME CHURCH SERVICE EASTER MORNING

I LOVE MY CHURCH CORNERSTONE. GREG DAVIS IS OUR PASTOR AND HIS MESSAGES GOES STRAIGHT TO YOUR SOUL AND SPEAKS TO YOU. OUR PRAISE AND WORSHIP IS ALWAYS GRAND AND FULL OF THE HOLY GHOST. IT'S ON ELMORE IN HORN LAKE IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN US.



Friday, April 10, 2009

BY HIS WOUNDS

WE ARE HEALED.

GOOD FRIDAY

Liturgical Color(s): Red (formerly black)
Type of Holiday: Fast Day
Time of Year: Friday of Holy Week within the Paschal Triduum, and within the traditional 40 day Lenten Fast
Duration: One Day
Celebrates/Symbolizes: Jesus' Passion, Crucifixion, and Death
Alternate Names: Good Friday of the Lord's Passion, Great Friday
Scriptural References: Matthew 26-27; Mark 14-15; Luke 23; John 17-19

HISTORY OF GOOD FRIDAY

The celebration of Good Friday is ancient, and some of the practices associated with Good Friday are attested to by Egeria in the 4th century. The day gradually became a time of penance and fasting as the anniversary of the death of Christ. The name "Good Friday" possibly comes from "God's Friday," although the exact reason for the current name is unclear. Various churches observe Good Friday in addition to Catholics and Eastern Christians. Anglicans, Methodists, and Lutherans all observe Good Friday to varying degrees.


IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO TURN ON THE VIDEO PLEASE GO TO THE BOTTOM OF MY PAGE AND TURN OFF THE MUSIC PLAYER FIRST.


MY EASTER LIVING ROOM

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THANK YOU JESUS FOR ALL MY BLESSINGS AND SALVATION. BY YOUR WOUNDS I 
WILL ONCE AGAIN HEAL TOO. 


MY GOOD FRIDAY AND EASTER SLIDESHOW 2009



I HOPE EVERYONE ENJOYS ALL THE MEANING OF EASTER AND HAS THE BEST TIME EVER WITH YOUR CELEBRATIONS WITH YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS.

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GOD ALWAYS BRINGS NEW LIFE IN THE SPRING

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SO MANY BABIES BRINGS SO MANY NAMES TO PICK . I LOVE ALL THAT SPRING MEANS.

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LOVING GOOD FRIDAY EASTER AND SPRING !!

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I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU AND WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING MY FRIEND HERE ON MY JOURNAL. SEEING YOUR FACES DAILY AND READING YOUR COMMENTS ON MY PAGE ALWAYS BRINGS ME A WARM AND FUZZY FEELING . WITH SO MUCH HEART ACHE RECENTLY YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH EVERY MOMENT OF PLEASURE MEANS TO ME . FOR WHAT JESUS DID FOR US TODAY ON GOOD FIRDAY I REJOICE WITH THE KNOWLEDGE THAT ALL MY LOVED ONES WHO ARE NOW WITH THE LORD ARE IN PARADISE. HAPPY EASTER !! I LOVE YOU JUDY PEARL

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

52 pieces of me ..... WEEK 9

I HAD A HUGE DAY YESTERDAY BOOSTING OFF CARS, LAWN MOWERS, CUTTING GRASS AND DOING ALL THE THINGS TOMMY AND I USE TO DO SIDE BY SIDE. I SUCKED IT UP AND MADE UP MY MIND TO HAVE A GREAT DAY NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WANTED THINGS TO BE DIFFERENT WITH HIM HERE.

YESTERDAY I POSTED MY BUNNY RABBITS AND WANTED TO GO GET ME A LITTLE BUNNY FOR EASTER. I DECIDED TO GO BY THE RANCH FIRST.


I NEVER MADE IT TO THE FEED STORE TO FIND A CHIC OR A BUNNY BUT LOOK WHAT I HAVE FOR EASTER.

I'M NOT A NEW BUNNY BUT I'M YOUR EASTER SURPRISE. LIFE IS WHAT HAPPENS WHILE YOU ARE MAKING PLANS.

SHE WAS STANDING IN THE FIELD AND SAYING HERE I AM. I'M THE FIRST COLT OF SPRING 2009 BORN FOR EASTER.

first colt of spring 2009


I NEED A NAME SO IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO HELP ME NAME HER JUST SEND ME YOUR SUGGESTIONS AND I WILL POST WHICH NAME I PICK. THANK YOU, THANK YOU VERY MUCH. ELVIS, COMES TO MY MIND BUT I WOULD LIKE ALL OF YOUR IDEAS BEFORE I PICK ONE.



IT'S SPRING AND HERE ARE ELIZABETH'S TULIPS IN FULL BLOOM IN HER'S AND TOMMY'S TULIP GROWING CONTEST.



THE BEAUTY OF SPRING NEW BABIES EVERYWHERE.

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I STILL WANT A LITTLE BUNNY. WOULDN'T THAT JUST BE THE CUTEST THING RIDING AROUND IN MY BIKE BASKET WELL YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT WILL BE IN 52 PIECES OF ME - WEEK 10. I'M OFF TO PLAY OUTSIDE ALL DAY. LOVE PEACE AND HAPPINESS EVERYONE..

DON'T FORGET TO LEAVE ME YOUR IDEA FOR A NAME. PLEASE !!!

Friday, March 27, 2009

A TRUE BLUE LOVE STORY

I DECIDE TO TAKE ANNIE BACK TO THE RANCH BECAUSE I FOUND OUT THAT SHE WAS GOING OVER TO THE FENCE AND LETTING HER COLT STILL NURSE EVEN THOUGH THEY WERE SEPARATED. AS MUCH AS I'M FEEDING HER AND SPENDING MONEY SHE IS NEVER GOING TO GAIN ANY WEIGHT UNLESS I STOP THIS TOTALLY AND SHE CAN'T LIVE A LONG HEALTHY LIFE WITH THIS GOING ON. I PUT THE LEAD ROPE ON HER AND HERE WE GO BACK TO THE RANCH. WHEN SHE GOT INSIDE THE GATE IT WAS A TRUE LOVE STORY. A PIC SPEAKS A THOUSAND WORDS THIS WAS THE BEST DAY I'VE HAD IN 5 MONTHS SINCE TOMMY DIED. I SANG BACK IN THE SADDLE AGAIN BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT IT FELT LIKE. 

A PIC SPEAKS A THOUSAND WORDS

Sunday, March 22, 2009

52 PIECES OF ME ..... WEEK 8

TODAY THE SERMON AT CHURCH WAS ABOUT HAVING THE SPIRIT OF THINKING "WHAT'S NEXT" INSTEAD OF GETTING SO TIED UP IN FEAR, SADNESS OR WHATEVER IS GOING ON IN YOUR LIFE OR IN YOUR PAST INSTEAD OF MOVING FORWARD WITH THE SPIRIT OF " WHAT'S NEXT " CAUSE HOW CAN YOU FOLLOW THE LORD AND GET INTO HIS GLORY OR RECIEVE HIS BLESSINGS FOR YOU UNLESS YOU DO.

AFTER CHURCH AND THAT GREAT SERMON I WENT TO BUY ME A NEW LAWN MOWER BATTERY. WHILE I WAS THERE SINCE I'VE BEEN WANTING A BIKE FOR SOME TIME I SAID " WHAT IS NEXT " IS ME ON MY NEW BIKE RIDING IN THE GREAT OUTDOORS. I'VE LOST ABOUT 25 LBS SINCE TOMMY DIED AND NOW I'M GOING TO HAVE THE BUNS OF STEAL AND LEGS TO DIE FOR AFTER RIDING ALL THE HILLS AROUND CORO LAKE.

MY NEW BIKE IS COMPLETE WITH HORN, WATER BOTTLE AND HOLDER, LIGHTS FOR NIGHT, REAR VIEW MIRROW, AND OF COARSE ME A HELMET.

I COULDN'T WAIT TO GET HOME AND RIDE IT. I LOVE IT AND RIDING AROUND MY NEIGHBORHOOD WAS SO BEAUTIFUL AND FUN BLOWING MY HORN AT EVERYONE I SAW. THE HILLS FELT LIKE MOUNTAINS BUT I MADE IT WITHOUT STOPPING . THE LAST TIME I WAS ON BIKE WAS IN AMSTERDAM 12 YREAS AGO. MY HUSBAND AND I RODE THEM ON THE BEACH BOARD WALK ON THE WAY TO THE SPECIAL BARS IN THE RED LIGHT DISTRICT. ON THE WAY BACK TO THE HOTEL ROOM WAS SOMETHING TO WRITE HOME ABOUT SINCE WE WERE HIGH AS KITES AFTER THE BAR BUT THAT'S ANOTHER WHOLE STORY IN ITSELF.

SO "WHAT'S NEXT" IS ME ON MY BIKE EVERYDAY LOVING THIS WEATHER AND LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO RIDE A BIKE FOR 2 WITH ME. LOL I HAVE THE SPIRIT AND SOON I WILL HAVE THE BUNS OF STEAL AND THE LEGS TO DIE FOR. WHEN I START DANCING ON THE PEABODY ROOF TOP AND DOWN BEALE STREET EVERYONE WILL BE TAKING NOTICE OF ME. LOL

IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO HEAR THIS VIDEO GO DOWN TO THE END OF MY POSTING AND TURN OFF MY MUSIC PLAYER IF NOT JUST SKIP THIS PART





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