Tuesday, October 14, 2008

HAPPY TO BE HERE




HI 

THIS IS MY FIRST ENTRY HERE.  I USE TO JOURNAL SEVERAL YRS AGO AT AOL. I STOPPED JOURNEYING THERE AND WENT TO MY SPACE. IT'S MY UNDERSTANDING THAT AOL JOURNEYING IS GOING TO END SOON. EVEN THOUGH I DO NOT JOURNAL THERE I STILL HAVE MANY ALERTS THAT I STILL KEEP UP WITH AND I HOPE I WILL BE ABLE TO FIND SOME OF MY FAVORITES AND WHERE THEY ALL GO TO. 

I HAVE DECIDED THAT I WOULD ALSO LIKE A PLACE LIKE THIS TO WRITE MY DAILY THOUGHTS AND THINGS THAT HAPPEN TO ME ON A DAILY BASES. 

MY HUSBAND AND 4 YR OLD GRANDSON WAS KILLED IN A FAMILY AUTO ACCIDENT TEN YRS AGO. I HAVE BEEN THROUGH THE GRIEVING PROCESS AND HAVE HEALED. THERE IS NOT A DAY I DON'T THINK OF THEM BUT GRIEVING IS A PROCESS AND AT THE END OF THAT PROCESS IS ACCEPTANCE AND THE ABILITY TO GO ON AND LIVE YOUR LIFE IN PEACE HAPPINESS AND TO BE ABLE TO HELP OTHERS.

I AM TAKING CARE OF MY 88 YR OLD AUNT ( MY MOTHER'S SISTER ) WHO JUST HAD OPEN HEART SURGERY UNTIL SHE IS ABLE TO GO HOME AND LIVE ON HER ON AGAIN. 
I WILL BE BLOGGING ABOUT HER AS THERE ARE GOOD AND HAPPY TIMES AS WELL AS THINGS TO LAUGH ABOUT AND HOW WE ARE DOING ON A DAILY BASES.  IT'S NOT ALL ROSES AS SHE HAS NEVER BEEN MARRIED SERVED IN THE ARMY  AND ALWAYS LIVED ON HER ON. ALL ROSES HAS IT'S THORNS SO THAT IS ONLY TO BE EXPECTED. I CAN LAUGH ABOUT TOTALLY EVERYTHING EVEN IF IT'S BAD AFTER A TIME TO ROLL IT ALL AROUND IN MY THOUGHTS.  THIS IS A WAY FOR ME TO DO JUST THAT IN MY BLOGS.

I USE TO WORK IN A CASINO FOR 6 YRS AFTER MY HUSBAND WAS KILLED. I COULDN'T TAKE THE CASINOS ABUSE ANY LONGER SO I QUIT ABOUT A MONTH AGO. YOU HAVE TO WORK NIGHTS EVERY HOLIDAY AND EVERY WEEKEND. 6 YRS WAS MORE THAN ENOUGH OF THAT CRAP. I LOVED WHO I WORKED WITH BUT I WAS SO BURNT OUT WHEN I QUIT THAT IT TOOK ME 22 DAYS TO BE NORMAL AND RESTED. I'M SO THANKFUL THAT ALL OF THAT IS IN MY PAST. 

TODAY I WENT TO THE RANCH AND SPENT TIME WITH MY HONEY MENDING FENCES AND PLAYING WITH ALL OF OUR ANIMALS. 

I'M VERY HAPPY TO BE HERE AND ALL COMMENTS AND VISITS ARE WELCOME. 
YOUR FRIEND AND BLOGGER  JUDY








2 comments:

  1. I see you were able to install it successfully. Your site is beautiful and I look forward to getting to know you better.
    Take care and enjoy your Everyday!
    Katie

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  2. It was interesting reading about what has gone on in your life for the past ten years. I don't think I could handle working in a casino. Too much noise! I want to hear more about your animals and see some more pictures when you get the time. I know right now taking care and being with your aunt takes priority. She was never married, wow, that is unusual, especially from the time she is from. If you get the time you should take a good picture of her so we can get to know her visually too. :) Hugs, Kelly

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